April 3rd: Pesach
THIS WEEK IN THE TORAH
Rabbi David E. Ostrich
The special Torah portion for the Shabbat during Passover is from Exodus 33-34 and speaks to the question of God’s visibility. Can we ever see God? This is Moses’ hope when he asks the Lord, “If I have truly gained Your favor, pray let me know Your ways…and let me behold Your Presence.” (Exodus 33.13-18). The Hebrew word translated as Presence is Kevodecha—which literally means Your Magnificence. However, God understands the request as Moses wanting to see God’s face—for, in half-turning down the request, God says, “You cannot see Panai/My Face because a human cannot see Me and remain alive.” (Exodus 33.20)
That is the half-refusal. God’s half-agreement is: “I will make all My goodness pass before you, and I will proclaim before you the name Lord—and the grace that I grant and the compassion that I show.” (Exodus 33.19) We do not know if Moses is disappointed, but I think that God’s offer is much better than simply seeing God’s Face.
Why? First, there is the tradition that God’s “Face” is far too intense for human perception. In a famous story in the Talmud, we are told about four Rabbis—experts in Torah and apparently experimenting with mystical techniques—who somehow ascend to Pardes/The Orchard or Garden (apparently a euphemism for Heaven): “Ben Azzai looks at God’s Presence and dies. Ben Azzai looks at God’s Presence and loses his mind. Elisha ben Abuya looks at God’s Presence and becomes a heretic. Only one, Rabbi Akiva, survives by entering in peace and leaving in peace.” (Haggigah 14.b) Some knowledge and some images are just too much for the human mind—and the experience Moses craves may not be as edifying as he anticipates.
Second, there is the problem of appearances. Seeing something or someone does not mean that one automatically gains understanding. Too often, we only see things on the surface, and we can easily be fooled (or fool ourselves). As Rabbi Judah HaNasi counsels, “Do not look at the bottle but at that what it contains. A new bottle could be full of old wine, and an old bottle could not have new wine.” (Pirke Avot 4.20) Proverbs like this would not be repeated so often if the problem were not endemic to human experience. If Moses want to “know God’s ways,” then merely seeing God might not provide the information or inspiration he seeks.
Third is the problem of memory. When witnesses witness something, there are all sorts of possibilities for what they remember. Different angles, assumptions, and interpretations can make it difficult for judges, attorneys, and jurors to adjudicate their testimony. This also happens in conversation among relatives and friends. How many different memories can there be from a single event? So, though Moses’ curiosity about God is understandable, what would he remember—and how would he interpret/spin these memories? Again, seeing God might not provide the long-term information Moses wants.
Fourth is the problem of idolatry. When seeing something so magnificent and overwhelming, Moses would inevitably have to focus on a small and limited part—and inevitably miss something important. Whatever he takes from the encounter would be an “idol,” a human representation of God conceptualized by Moses, a mere human. Notice the Prophet’s belittling of the idolatry process (from the Haftarah two weeks ago):
“The makers of idols all work to no purpose…The craftsman in wood measures with a line and marks out a shape with a stylus; he forms it with scraping tools, marking it out with a compass. He gives it the form of a person—human beauty, to dwell in a shrine.
For his use he cuts down cedars; he chooses plane trees and oaks. He sets aside trees of the forest; or plants firs, and the rain makes them grow. All this serves a mortal for fuel: he takes some to warm himself, and he builds a fire and bakes bread. He also makes a god of it and worships it, fashions an idol and bows down to it!
Part of it he burns in a fire: on that part he roasts meat, he eats the roast and is sated; he also warms himself and cries, ‘Ah, I am warm! I can feel the heat!’ Of the rest he makes a god—his own carving! He bows down to it, worships it; he prays to it and cries, ‘Save me, for you are my god!’” (Isaiah 43.9-17)
Idolatry is the absurd attempt to reduce something infinite and ineffable (God!) to what we can create—artistically, intellectually, and theologically. Should Moses try to create from his perceptions of the proposed encounter, he would inevitably shortchange God—and his “construction” would be both inaccurate and an affront to the Divine.
Fortunately, however, God makes a counter-offer, “I will make all My goodness pass before you,” providing Moses and all of his students a life-long offer of Divine manifestation to see and study. Moses and his students will be able to “know God’s way” by watching God’s manifestations in the world.
This counter-offer also has a mysterious anthropomorphism:
“Station yourself on the rock, and as My Presence passes by, I will put you in a cleft of the rock and shield you with My hand until I have passed by. Then I will take My hand away and you will see My back; but My face must not be seen.” (Exodus 33.21-23)
God’s hand? God’s face? God’s back?! The best way that I can understand this passage is to compare it to the wake of a ship or boat. After it passes, the environment is affected—sometimes for quite a while after the vessel is out of sight.
Among the many lessons Moses learns is that seeing God is not the point. The point of a holy life is learning of God’s ways by listening to God and by observing God’s back—the aftermath and effects of godliness in the world.
